I know this will sound weird but I am a prude adult looking to experiment (without involving third parties or illegal stuff). You guys seem very knowledgeable on this topic. Where can I look to learn and get into this world? Any book, guides, websites or other recommendations?

What do you mean by deleting? I manually do everything as well, enlighten us!

The biggest problem I feel is how the customers are they own propaganda, usually people with disposable income will have better health and look younger. Capitalism can be so cruel. Maybe OP sees how “everyone is doing it” but doesn’t consider who ‘everyone’ really is!

I feel like she’s at least ahead of the mass. I am dealing with walking the walk atm and is so damn hard. Sometimes I wish I could be just willfully ignorant, too late for me

12 hours? I am getting 9 hours and already feel like I have little time after work

Yesterday I browsed “/r/all” for the first time in like 3 or more years (I stopped using reddit altogether a long time ago). Holy shit I felt like my brain would melt, there was so much ragebait and misinformation that asks for primal engagement. The links I opened that seemed interesting lead to nowhere and the comments were so fucking dumb. Despite all that I kept scrolling looking for that sweet hit, I must have spent at least an hour of my time that I threw away. Thank God I jumped ship when I saw the direction it was heading.

You can do that by connecting it through the usb-c port

This is quite obvious, it hasn’t happened at a global scale yet because people have to agree on which currency it would be

As a former emo/scene kid. Most of us had the same problem you are describing but used razor blades to get the look.
Edit: It was not just a phase, it shaped who I am

Don’t think you are wrong and having that reaction towards men after being sexual assaulted is in my mind very comprehensible. The bigger problem seems to be generalization actually, saying all men, all women, all people of color, etc, is always stupid. Hope we can all learn and grow even with our traumas and scars we take along the way!

This thread you created was actually very important to me. Now I know for a fact that safe spaces aren’t bullshit. You expressed your opinions that are very controversial and lemmings accepted them, it resonated. I especially agree that tons of lies ingrained on us takes a toll to break

It does empower them. Until I came to the conclusion that my questions were well founded I had to waste a lot of energy trying things that didn’t work based on that narrative.
If you wake up you will see that is all speech and no bite. Unfortunately a lot of people don’t wake up and instead opt to play that game, basically creating a self fulfilling prophecy of sorts. People can also have the message so ingrained that even realizing its all bullshit they convince themselves its not.
Same can be said about all dogmatic view points actually.

elaborate, perhaps?

Yeah I was raised by a single mother and while not specifically told by her any of those points I internalized most of them (mind you, I opted for the word internalize and not believe on purpose). I think society as a whole tells that story, specially on mass media, and women seem to go with it knowing full well it is bullshit (I think it empowers them).